Thursday, January 31, 2008

Today sucks.

Today definitely sucks. So in October I totaled my car... :( Lame I know. Through this whole process I've let everything take its course. My primary insurance paid a portion towards my loan and my GAP insurance paid a portion... the remaining amount is mine to pay and we've gotten things figured out to where I'd be able to pay it off.

I still don't have a car which blows.

Today I was going to make a payment on my totaled car but then they said I couldn't make a payment that way (even though I was told that I could awhile back). So I thought I had everything figured out... apparently I didn't. So damn frustrating.

No car+high bills+pissed a friend off even though I didn't mean to+waiting for an answer=feel like crying

I'm so tired of this.

I have a pretty good life (it could be a hell of a lot worse) but I'm a good person. I've got compassion for people and yet I'm still sitting here thinking "What next???"

Sometimes I really wish I was already somewhere else. I can't wait to move.

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